honestly i don even know what mood is this anymore
my mind is in a blank
don know what is wrong with me either
don feel like going out
don feel like talking to anyone
don feel like doing anything
ive never felt this way before.
feeling so lost about everything
these past few days got me thinking about some stuff as well though
friend that doesn't care
friends that cant be bothered
are they still friend?
sometimes i find myself a joke
it seems like ive many friends around me.
but theres honestly none that truly care.
n none that i fully trust
perhaps the problem lies in me